No, not a real test, just something for fun.
A personality test.
Turns out I’m of the INFJ type personality.
Not bad as personalities go, and reading through all the things they have to say about what I am, things are quite a bit clearer that they might have been a while ago.
Here’s the link if you feel like going down that road yourself…
Back to my so-called life now.
Well, I’m still alive. Even if a bit tearful – just finished the 6th Harry Potter book. And even though I’ve read it many times before, seen the movies a few times, I always cry. Just one of those things. Probably a bit more tearful because I’m getting very worried about my future.
At least I’ve come up with a relatively easy way to kick the bucket. I’ll not elucidate – just now the powers that be gets to read my stuff and they will know exactly what my plans were should the time come. And that’s just what I want to avoid. Not that I will definitely go ahead with it, but I like to keep my options open – as my INFJ type tells me – I like order, abhor chaos and uncertainty.
Mr P. Well, Mr P is still on the outskirts. Taking things slowly he says. Feels to me like, if he goes any slower, he’ll be moving backwards, but hey. We each face our decisions in our own way, and this is his. Not everybody has the intuition I have – my choice is already made – he just needs to reach that point. I’ll just have to bite my teeth and let him get on with it. As they say – anything worth having is worth waiting for. Just hope I don’t have to wait too long – I’m not so good with waiting. But, we still talk, albeit a bit less than we did, and the supper was a success. At least, I thought so. They each had second helpings of the food I made, so even if the company was not all that good, at least the food was edible 😉 I’m hoping he will come around tomorrow, and we can spend another pleasant evening just parking off and being.
Had a visit from the ex again this afternoon – every time I see him he’s more of a stranger to me. Tells me, because money is getting tight, he’s moving to a farm somewhere to the other side of the province and wifey will stay with her sister. Saves him money, and he’s rid of the wife for weeks on end. And so it begins. The likely demise of yet another marriage. Or, maybe they will be happier if they’re not together 24/7. Don’t know, don’t really care. As long as he leaves me the hell alone!
So, here I am, alone yet again on a Saturday evening. But, as always, in the good company of tunes from way back when. Think I’ll go run a bath and start the Deathly Hallows – always good company, a book! They never think funny of you, or talk back. They just let you read them. They are just there. Leaving you be. Not laughing when you cry at the sad parts, or look at you funny when you laugh out loud at the funny things, or shush you when you get exited. In reading these last few words, I’m realising that, maybe, I should just give up people completely and immerse myself in the written word. Will definitely be easier on my psyche!
And, on that note, let me leave you with the following song. And a few jokes…
Things That Took Me Fifty Years To Learn!!
1.) Never under any circumstances take a sleeping pill and a laxative on the same night.
2.) If you have to identify, in one word, the reason why the human race has not achieved, and never will achieve, its full potential, that word would be “meetings”.
3.) There is a very fine line between “hobby” and “mental illness”.
4.) People who want to share their religious veiws with you almost never want you to share yours with them.
5.) And when God, who created the entire universe with all of its glories, decides to deliver a message to humanity, He WILL NOT use, as His messenger, a person on cable TV with a bad hairstyle.
6.) You should not confuse your career with your life.
7.) No matter what happens… somebody will find a way to take it too seriously.
8.) When trouble arises & things look bad, there is always one individual who perceives a solution & is willing to take command. Very often, that person is crazy.
9.) Nobody cares if you can’t dance well. Just get up and dance.
10.) A person who is nice to you, but rude to the waiter, is not a nice person.
11.) Never lick a steak knife.
12.) Take out the fortune before you eat the cookie.
13.) “The one thing that unites all human beings, regardless of age, gender, religion, economic status or ethnic background, is that, deep down inside, we ALL believe that we are above average drivers.
14.) You should never say anything to a woman that even remotely suggests that you think she’s pregnant unless you can see an actual baby emerging from her at that moment.
15.) Your REAL friends still love you anyway.