I’m feeling VERY sorry for myself.
I still have a toothache. Not quite screaming in pain, but it’s always there. And tomorrow is the dentist appointment. If the infection’s not gone by then, I’ll have to wait until it is before they can fix anything. More money spent. FML.
That’s why i did not feel like posting today. All I could think of to write about would have been more snide than usual, much less upbeat, and would in all probability have pissed off many people – so I refrained from speaking too much.
The personal random sends me a mail today – funny how you have just ignored me. Now what on earth does one say to that?Really dude. I’m even less in the mood for this kind of crap than I usually am!! Handle your shit – I have to.
Did get my Avon order today – I’m smelling as sweet as a blossom now. Maybe it will help to sweeten my disposition. Because I have to draw money tonight so that I have enough for tomorrow’s inevitable scene. At the licensing department that is.
Wish me luck!!!
Heard this tune on the radio this morning…
Cool tune, not so?
But this one’s melody works for my current mood…
Was listening to it on Saturday while having breakfast at the Wimpy. And then I got a cal from the ex saying he’s in the area. So he joined me there. And I sat looking at this man that used to share a life with. This man that I lay with, fought with, laughed with. And now he’s a stranger to me. I recognise the face. But I don’t know him. He does not know me. And all I really want is that one day I’ll not have to eat breakfast alone anymore. Not to have to deal with other women’s unhappy men. Not to be made the scapegoat for other people’s inadequacies.
Pipe dream, I know. But it’s my dream and I refuse to let go of it.
Long days and pleasant nights to all.