These were the words I received last night.
Hebrew for I love you.
Sweet sentiment. Probably a bit soon though.
Can it even be possible?
This was from the Israelite. We’ve been chatting all the time, sometimes more often than others, but at least, every day there would be some kind of messaging.
Last night things sort of culminated.
He tells me he feels me. I ask, how can you? You don’t know me!
He tells me “I feel you very close to my soul”
“True?”
“Yes. Why we chat so many hours? Why I see you in my dreams?”
Allrighty then.
What to do about this, I have no idea. Can I even let myself fall for a man that I have only ever seen and heard on Skype? Is that allowed? Knowing myself, I’ll leave the falling until I have way more details. And then, maybe I will allow myself to fall. Or not. Since my experience has taught me that things rarely are exactly as they seem to be.
There’s talk that he would visit here in the European Summer. July/August. A long time. In which many things can happen.
But last night, I was able to fall asleep with my bedroom light off – for the first time in quite a while. I switched off the light. I could let the darkness cover me, without feeling smothered.
Suppose that’s telling in itself, not so?
Play it cool. Binaries can play funny tricks on one.
I’m always cool H.
I’m actually a bit worried about him though – I know things. Not so certain he does.
I know you will know what to do…
I think I will too Esperanza – when the time comes…
Well, I would say ‘I love you’ is too strong a phrase to just cast out whenever one feels like it. Then again, who am I to judge what one feels and how they want to express that after that short a time . . . Like ferret said, play it cool and see what happens when time rules hands! 😉 There is no knowing if something can’t be risked, right? xxx
That was my first thought as well young man.
But who knows what another person feels? I am slightly worried about him though – it could so easily have been somebody else that would have taken advantage of that naivete – risky business, life.
As for my feelings, well, I have experience. Lots of it. And that usually keeps me relatively safe from harm 😉
That’s good then. From experience comes wisdom and the knowhow to deal with something as intricate as this . . . 🙂
Take the word, leave out the rest and enjoy the ride.
It is a fun ride Seeker, but way scary!!!
Friendship first; let other things develop as they will. Or not. The friendship will still be there.
That’s a fact Col.
He’s in any case way too far away from me for anything real to develop.
But hey – if that’s how he feels, not much I can do about somebody else’s emotions…
I know you’ll stay cool, calm and collected and know exactly what to so when the time comes
or I might just throw caution to the winds and sail the seven seas 😉
Confidence is good for the soul too.
it is Tess.
Makes everything look easier 😉
I say just enjoy the moment come what may!
I am enjoying it Ric, it’s lovely.And very silly 😉
But I want so much more than just a face on a screen.
Suppose, for now, it will suffice…
Can’t help but think it’s a step in the right direction. After all, it takes getting used to change in your life before you can embrace it, or even know if that’s what you want. So much to learn along the way; as long as you remember who’s in charge, you’ll do just fine…!
I’ll see how it goes Carol.
It’s kind of weird – a love affaire over the airwaves 😉
Still, we’re having fun chatting and stuff – only time will tell what will happen in the future…
super cool,,, i hope you guys meet soon!! 😀
We might never meet – but the ride so far is fun 😉
Enjoy! 🙂
That’s sounds great J. Have fun with it and see how things develop:-)
Again I will quote my gran……..”Let’s see what transpires.” 🙂 Who knows what can happen?
Only time will tell Ad. Only time 😉