The Daily Prompt has this to say for itself :
When you were 16, what did you think your life would look like? Does it look like that? Is that a good thing?
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When I was 16? Did I even think beyond what the next day would bring? New school, new place to stay, new people to get to know.
Could not take the subjects I wanted to, and truth be told, I can’t even remember what I wanted to be then!
Doubt that I had quite this life in mind though!!
I was loud, obnoxious, a little spoilt, very unsure of myself, but hiding it behind a bright facade, all the boys thought I was the shit, none of the girls liked me, never had a steady boyfriend…
Come to think of it, not much has really changed.
Girls still don’t like me, boys still do, no steady boyfriend, loud, abrupt, obnoxious, not as spoilt thought, hiding the uncertainties of my life behind the polished facade.
Who’d have thought.
It’s been 29 years (damn! I’m ancient!) and the who I was then is basically still the who I am today – wonder if that’s a good thing. Probably not. No growth. Although, not really no growth. Likely just a choice – be who I am. No excuses, no apologies. If you can get through the lesser good, the prize might be worth it😉
And, when I look at it from a different perspective, my life ain’t all that bad, even if it’s not quite a dream life…