There are many thing I wish for.
Some regularly. Some hardly ever. Some just as an afterthought. Some fervently.
The one thing I wish for regularly and very fervently is to stop being the kind of person that pisses everybody off.
At work that is.
At home and in my private life, if I piss anybody off it’s not going to make a difference to my sleeping patterns.
But pissing off the boss at work. Or even one of the darkies at work. Well. There’s something that will definitely have an impact on my sleeping patterns.
As happened yesterday. The boss got pissed off at me. Not really about something I have any control over, but hey. That’s never stopped them before. So, she got pissed off at me. And now I can’t go for my regular morning and afternoon break. Now I have to sit here until I have lunch at 13:00. Because the boss got pissed at me, and she seems to be slightly vindictive. But hey. I suppose I could have done something differently, or said something differently. Alas, I did not.
Hence my fervent wish to not ever follow my own logic. To not ever question authority. To not ever pull my face. To not ever let people know anything.
Looks like I should become a liar Or at least, a better one. I should always hide behind a smiling mask.
Damn, I sound pathetic! You’re just going to have to suck it up – I’m actually dealing with the facts here! Park off in one spot. And, chances are, from now on, more will be found fault with – that’s usually how it goes.
It would look as if I’m completely fucked. And nobody even kissed me!
Well, so we all have our burdens to bear I suppose.