I’ve decided to not do the same blog on both WP and LD.
Don’t have that many readers on either, so it really makes not much difference.
But I digress.
On days like today, the world seems less like an oyster, and more like a boiling pot.
Full of churning – emotions, hopes, dreams, fears, issues.
As things stand now, I’m having to do a change-over in my house.
Because I have children, and it’s my job to look after them.
I listen to the Harley in the garage at work, and I see my dream – being ridden by somebody else.
I see happy people, and I realise – I’m not one of them.
I realised that, no matter how things might seem, in no way should you allow yourself to become dependant on anything from other people.
Not love, not acceptance, not self-confidence, not friendship, help, a shoulder…
I realise this is not quite how things are supposed to be.
Unfortunately though, I seem to surround myself with people that are more interested in getting their own gains met.
And, in so doing, other people’s needs will always run a few steps behimd.
And that’s why I always try to do things by myself.
At least then, if I am disappointed, I only have myself to blame.
Which might sound wrong, and it might very well be wrong.
It works for me.
And I think it will continue to work for me.
Better on your own, than trampled by the masses…